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THINNER by Antigone Chapter 32
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“I’m releasing Joe,” Dr. Ziv, announced,
visibly bracing herself. “You can’t!” Frank, Fenton and Laura shouted
at once. “I’m sorry. I have no choice. He’s resilient
to treatment. He’s been purging and skipping meals and supplements.
He’s non-compliant. There’s nothing more we can do. Someone who wants
to recover can take this spot.” The three were seated in the Doctor’s office,
eagerly awaiting what they had anticipated would be a bleak progress
report; however, they had never expected such terrible news. “But…” Laura’s eyes filled with tears. “If
he comes home like this, he’ll just keep right on starving himself
until…until…” her voice broke, and the strain of the past few
months caught up with her. She lowered her head to her hands and sobbed.
Fenton leaned forward and drew his wife into his arms, holding her
tightly. Frank felt his own eyes burning. He couldn’t stand
seeing his family this hurt, couldn’t stand the pain they were all in. Because
of you, Joe. Godamnit, why can’t you see it? I could almost hate you
right now. “I’m very, very sorry,” the doctor said
softly. “I do recommend that you put him in another treatment center,
and keep him in them as long as you can, before Joe turns eighteen. Once
he does that nothing can be done without his consent.” “How much weight has he lost while he’s here?”
Fenton said, his voice wavering only slightly. “Sixteen pounds.” The three jolted; far more than he’d lost at home. “We were trying to help him,” Laura whispered,
wiping her eyes and sitting up straighter. “What about feeding tubes?” Fenton murmured. “Dad!” Frank almost shouted. “What do you want me to do Frank? Let him go on
starving himself, vomiting it up?” “We don’t really believe in feeding tubes
anymore, Mr. Hardy, not unless the patient is near death,” Dr. Ziv
explained. “I see,” the detective murmured, a bit too
calmly, “so in a couple weeks, when my son is somewhere in the
neighborhood of fifty pounds below a normal body weight, and so
emaciated he can no longer walk, it would be all right to have him
brought back, strapped to a bed, and tube-fed?” “Fenton!” Laura cried. “No, Laura, I’m trying to understand how these
people can release my son when he’s obviously so ill, as if they expect
us to come up with some break through when that’s what we’ve been
paying them to do,
because obviously we haven’t come up with anything that
works!” Fenton, in uncustomary violence, suddenly slammed
his fist down on to the arm of his chair, got to his feet, and began
pacing the office. “Honey,” Laura murmured, “please calm down.” “Calm down? Calm down? My son is ill and
they’re telling me that there’s no help for him and you want me to
calm down?” “I didn’t say there was no help,” Dr. Ziv said
firmly, fixing the detective with an authoritative stare, “but you have
to understand, Mr. Hardy, when a patient is this convinced that there
isn’t a problem, they often are resilient to treatment. It’s
unfortunate, and I work against seeing it happen, but sometimes the
patient needs to…bottom out, so to speak. Become so physically
debilitated that they have no choice but to admit that there’s a
problem and accept treatment.” “And,” Laura drew a deep breath, “what if they
never accept it?” “We don’t need to discuss that—” “Doctor, are you a mother?” Dr. Ziv sighed and leaned back in her chair,
crossing her legs. “Mrs. Hardy, I think we both know the answer to that
question and since yes, I am a mother, I don’t want to be the one to
tell you.” Frank was acutely aware of the entire conversation,
his instincts perked as if he were working a case, hoping for
something—a fact, a slip, a look in the doctor’s eye, some sign that
this was not hopeless. “Are there any…more intensive programs out
there?” Laura went on quietly. Dr. Ziv sighed. “Yes, there are specialized
centers. The problem is most of them won’t take men. It’s a very new
policy that we do. There’s different issues between men and women, or
so we have come to believe. Women are more conscious of how there body
looks, while men are often more conscious of what it can do. That’s why
there’s often more steroid abuse among men then women. In the case of
anorexic males, there’s a belief that losing the weight will allow them
to do more. Like wrestling, for instance. But above all, it’s a defense
mechanism. It’s almost a perverted way of the body caring for itself.
The emotions, whatever they may be, have become too much for the mind to
deal with, and so it switches its focus to food, to losing weight, all
the while letting the patient believe that they are fixing the pain on
the inside by eliminating more and more of the body on the outside.” “But what pain is this?” Fenton growled,
“what suddenly hurt my son so much that he couldn’t deal with it? Why
would he choose this? Just because of wrestling?” Dr. Ziv placed a file on the table and looked,
suddenly, sad. “Ask your son,” she murmured. “He won’t tell
us.” Laura reached for her husband’s arm and pulled him
back toward her chair, rubbing her fingers along his hand soothingly. “Frank,” she said after a moment’s hesitation,
“has Joe…I don’t want you to give anything away or betray his
trust, but he has spoken to you. Has he said anything? Given you any
hints?” The elder Hardy brother, instincts still up, was
exceedingly uncomfortable as he realized all eyes were on him, each pair
hoping for an answer, hoping he’d produce some brilliant insight or
secret, give the therapists something to work with, give his parents the
much-needed hope they desired. “No,” he murmured, the word breaking something
inside him: the knowledge of the gap, ever widening, between the
brothers, as Joe drifted farther and farther into the abyss, unaware of
Frank’s desperation on the other shore. Let the author know what you think of this story
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