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SLEEPLESS NIGHTS
by Hbfan26 The Story
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Say your prayers little one, Don’t forget, my son To include everyone Tuck you in, warm within Keep you free from sin Till the sandman he comes. Sleep with one eye open Gripping your pillow tight Exit light, Enter night Take my hand Off to never never land.** Where does imagination end and reality begin? In that hour before dawn, that hour when the sky is at
it’s darkest. Silence is everywhere, there’s not a sound and even the
birds are sleeping. That’s the hour when I come to life, when the living and the dead are at their closest. I
can take your dreams and turn them from happiness to sorrow, just like I
can take your mind and fill it with doubt. I
choose
my victims carefully, unlike a ghost or a demon, I can choose anyone I
like, but always when you are alone, I
can fill your mind with fear until suddenly, suddenly you are awake. And then you lie in bed, my images going around and around in your head, and you hope and
pray for daylight to break the night, the minutes crawl slowly by and
it’s still so dark, and still so silent. Suddenly every squeak becomes a scream, every whisper a
roar. Noises seem to be
magnified a thousand times over; the curtains flapping gently against the
open window suddenly seem like spirits crashing against the glass trying
to escape; the tap, tap tapping of branches against tiled roof seems like
a human hand, ripping away at the roof, trying to get in. You are too scared to scream, too scared to react, too
scared to do anything but lie in your bed and pray for daylight to come
and banish the night. I
am
worse than any ghost or demon. Why? Because YOU have created me… And no-one knows neither how I came to be nor when I
will strike. But
I will come to you just like I came to her…… *** “You know what Frank; I reckon that Halloween is my
absolute favourite holiday” A very dusty and disheveled Joe Hardy passed an even
dustier box through the attic hatch and down to his older brother who was
standing to receive it at the bottom of the ladder. “Joe, you say that every Thanksgiving, Christmas and
Easter as well, make up your mind!” “Yeah, I know, but Halloween is definitely the
coolest” Joe’s voice was muffled as he crawled through the
Hardy’s old and disorganised attic. “You know”, Joe continued, “It’s almost a shame
that we are too old for Trick or Treating, it was the only time we could
get away with causing harm”. Frank snorted. “WE, whose this WE you mention, if I
remember correctly Joe, you
were the cause of most of the trouble, but I
was always the one who took most of the flak from Mom and Dad.” “Hey, you’re the older brother it comes with the
territory. Besides it was always harmless fun, all in the name of
spookiness,” Joe’s disembodied voice was even more muffled than
before. “What in heavens is taking you so long?” Frank was bored holding the ladder and getting more and
more impatient. “I thought there was only one box of Halloween
decorations.” “Hold onto your horses for one minute, will ya Frank,
I’m coming. “Oh brother” Frank sighed loudly and turned towards
the kitchen. “I think the whole Halloween thing is kind of stupid to be
honest, I mean it’s alright when you’re a kid, but now, well, now
it’s I kind of, well, dated.” “Dated?, Halloween?, when the spirits of the dead
come back to haunt us, when witches and ghosts and goblins come out to
dance around fires and cast spells over us all, when mummies roam the
streets, their arms outstretched, looking for their next victims,” Joe
put on his most melodramatic
voice as he following his brother down the Arms outstretched in front of him he then walked in
front of his brother and then turned to face him. “Fraaaaaaank, I’m coming to get youuuuuuu…..I’m
coming Fraaaank……..” “I swear Joe, I’m gonna shove your head into the
nearest pumpkin if you don’t can it” Frank tried to sound annoyed but
couldn’t help the smile that crossed his face at his younger brothers
antics. Joe grinned cheerfully as they reached the kitchen and
began sorting through the decorations. “Just think, Frank, we have the house to ourselves
for a full week, Halloween included.” “It’s going to be a long two weeks” Frank shook
his head thoughtfully. And he shivered a little as he spoke. *** But
they will learn, just as she did, I will show them the true meaning of
fear. *** It was late by the time the two brothers finished decorating the front porch. So the two brothers had been left to their own devices
for a couple of nights, with strict instructions to keep the place in
order and to stay out of trouble. A couple of hours passed, Joe decided he had enough of
'Reliving the “I think I’ll leave you and “G’night” Frank said absentmindedly, his eyes
still glued to the TV screen. ‘History,
bleugh… give me a good horror movie anytime’ ……He would regret those words later. *** She remembered the cold, and the dark, and the fear. And in her bed the woman cried out and her arms were
outstretched, as if seeking comfort. But just like before, no one was there to take her
hand; no one was there to ease her pain. *** It was almost 1am before Frank Hardy, bleary eyed,
eventually tore himself away from the Roman Empire and made his way
wearily up the stairs towards bed. Half way up the stairs, Frank thought he heard noises
coming from Joe’s room. ‘Crying?
Joe?’’ Gently, he crept into the room. A thin shaft of
moonlight filtered in though the curtains and reflected off his
brother’s face. Joe wasn’t crying, he was asleep, but not peacefully,
he twisted and turned in his bed. “NO!” Joe sprang up suddenly, wide awake, and Frank could see
that his face was pale and there were tiny beads of sweat dotted across
his forehead, he was also breathing heavily. “Hey, hey, Joe; calm down, it’s just me,"
Frank looked more anxiously now at his brother’s obviously distressed
countenance. “Frank. What are doing in here?” “I could hear you from the bottom of the stairs, you
were having a nightmare.” Frank sat on the edge of his brother’s bed. “It wasn’t a nightmare,” Joe’s voice was tense.
“It was just a dream that’s all, probably too much of the Frank stood up and stretched, then smiled at Joe.
“Alright so, if you’re not going to tell me I won’t push you, but
you know where I am.” Joe lay in bed after his brother left the room, wide
awake. It had been a
nightmare, one of the worst he ever had, he could see the little girl in
his mind, could hear her cries……but he couldn’t tell Frank, not
yet. *** …….She
was lying in bed but she wasn’t asleep, even though it was very late.
She could see through a gap in the blinds but outside there was nothing
but darkness. Shadows
moved in the darkness, she could see them…. ….shadows
crept up the lawn, shadows moved across the window. She
was scared, more scared than she had ever been before. *** School seemed quieter than usual the next day, Joe
looked around the lunch Joe took his tray and walked over to where the
‘gang’ a.k.a his brother, Biff, Chet, Tony, Phil, Callie and Iola
were sitting around listening to Callie talking, they looked shocked,
upset even. “What’s going on?” he asked. Callie looked over at him. “It’s the new Principal,
Mr. Sweetman. Last night his daughter was kidnapped, taken from her bed
sometime before All except Joe, that is. Callie’ words ran through
his already tired and anxious mind...... …….he
just opened the window and grabbed her. And all of a sudden he lost his appetite for lunch. *** “Hey wait up!” Frank caught up with his brother walking through the
parking lot after school that same day. Coming level with Joe he noticed the strained expression on his brother’s face and remembered how pale he had looked at lunchtime. ”Hey,” Frank’s hand automatically went to his
brother’s shoulder. “Are you alright? It’s just that you seemed a
little out of it earlier, it’s that dream you had last night, isn’t
it?.” “Look, I’m fine.” Joe’s voice was hard and Frank flinched involuntarily
and pulled away his hand. Instantly his brother’s voice softened. “I’m
sorry Frank; I guess I’m just thinking about that little girl. I think
maybe we should look into the case, if Chief Collig lets us, that is.” “Why this one?” asked Frank. Joe shrugged his shoulder, ‘I can’t tell him, not yet, in case I’m wrong.’ Aloud
he said “I don’t know, it’s just…I mean she’s a little girl
alone and scared. No-one likes being alone in the dark, and especially at
Halloween.” *** That evening, Frank phoned Chief Collig, who
reluctantly allowed them access to some of the files relating to the
girl’s disappearance. He also gave them some extra information which
Frank relayed to his brother over supper. “Apparently Principal Sweetman was in the army up
until six months ago.” Joe looked at his brother, surprised. “ Frank nodded, “Yep, 10 years as vice principal of a
High School on the west coast, then he enlisted and spent 5 years on
peace-keeping missions in the “So maybe he made some enemies in the army, it’s
been known to happen befo…” Joe yawned loudly, midway through his
sentence. “You looked wrecked Joe, why don’t you go to bed,
I’ll wash up,” Frank began, but Joe interrupted him… “No, its ok, I’m not that tired, ill help you wash
up.” Again Frank could see that look of almost fear come
over Joe’s face. He said nothing more, however, but later when the two
boys eventually did make their way to bed, and he watched his brothers
slow ascent of the stairs…Frank Hardy couldn’t help worrying. *** Nothingness… But
she was still scared, more scared even than when the hand came through
the window, more scared than when it grabbed her and pulled her from her
bed. She
was alone, alone in the darkest place she had ever imagined. And
silence... And
the silence brought fear, fear so loud it filled her ears, until she
could hear nothing except the sound of her heart beating so loudly she
thought it might explode. But
still it wasn’t clear; still it was all just a blur, but she knew worse
was yet to come. *** “Joe, are you sure you’re ok, you look
exhausted?” Joe had spent most of lunchtime the following day
replaying the previous night’s images in his head, trying to make sense
of them. “Sure, Iola, I’m fine I just didn’t sleep to well
last night, that’s all.” Joe replied quickly, a little too quickly. Noting the concerned look on his girlfriend’s face
Joe suddenly flashed a broad smile and slung one arm around Iola shoulder
declaring dramatically, “As long as you’re here baby, I’m just
fine…” As the group made there way to their various classes
after lunch, Frank fell into step with his younger brother. “You had another bad dream last night, didn’t you?
Why didn’t you say anything this morning, Joe?” Frank tried not to
sound hurt, but he was getting frustrated with his brother’s insistence
on keeping him out. Joe stopped outside an open classroom door and sighed.
“Yeah, I did, but it was nothing, I mean I was probably just thinking
about that little girl.” Frank looked at his brother disbelievingly. Joe then reached out and patted his brother lightly on
the shoulder. “Look Frank, they are just bad dreams, that’s all.
I’m a little old to come running into you every time that I have one.
I’ll fight this one on my own.” Frank stood and watched his brother’s retreating
back. “I’ll fight this one on
my own” the words stuck in his head as he turned and walked down
the corridor. ‘Maybe’ he thought, ‘But I won’t be far away
brother, remember that.’ *** She sat in the front porch, looking at some kids
playing in the park across the street. She was so tired. Maybe if she closed her eyes for a
while now, the images would stay away, perhaps the sunshine and the
daylight would keep her safe. Perhaps…. *** In the Hardy household over the next couple of nights a
pattern began to emerge. Each night Joe would try to stay awake for as
long as possible, but eventually sleep overtook him, and soon the images
would come flooding into his head, and he would toss and turn in his bed.
She
was alone and for a while she felt like the last person alive on earth,
and that the earth had been plunged into total darkness. But then she saw
them, emerging out of no-where. Animals,
but faceless nameless animals, not dogs or cats, not even Lions or
tigers...they were….things…. but they weren’t friendly and they
were moving in towards her from all sides. She
moved backwards, trying to get away but they kept moving in on her,
closer and closer and closer……. He lay there and the images of the little girl in his
head seemed to grow more real, and each night the images became darker
and the girl’s cries became more desperate. And when the sun finally rose, he would crawl, bleary
eyed and haunted from his bed and try to avoid his brother’s worried
looks. He wanted to tell Frank, wanted to tell him so badly.
But he couldn’t. He couldn’t tell Frank because he was afraid that if
he spoke about the dreams to anyone else, then they too would start to
see them and they too would feel like he did. And he couldn’t risk
that. He didn’t know that Frank heard his cries and that he
sometimes came into Joe’s room and tried to comfort him, but to no
avail. Frank couldn’t understand why his brother refused to tell him
what was wrong, but he hoped that when the dreams got bad enough, Joe
would look for help. *** Something’s wrong shut the light Heavy thoughts tonight And they aren’t of snow white. Dreams of war, dreams of liars Dreams of dragon fires And of things that will bite, Sleep with one eye open Dripping the pillow tight Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never land** Three days later, Frank and Joe went to Principal
Sweetman’s house. Chief Collig had reluctantly agreed to let them
interview the man, with strict instructions that they didn’t tread on
anyone’s toes. His daughter had now been missing over 48 hours and
the man was distraught. “Frank, Joe, please come in” was all he said
after answering the door. His shoulders were slumped, as if in defeat and
it was hard to imagine this broken man at the head of an army platoon. Once inside the living room the boys could see
pictures of the little girl all over the sitting room walls, school
pictures, family portraits, her red curly hair and huge grin were
infectious, Joe could tell that even from the photos. “She’s the heart of this family” Peter
Sweetman admitted, as he sat down on an armchair and rubbed his hand
wearily across his face. “It could be anyone” he admitted, sighing. “I already gave all this information to the
police” “I know,” Frank replied, but you never know,
sometimes outsiders can see things that other people miss. It’s worth a
try at least.” “Thank you,” the principal shook both their
hands. “Somehow, I have more faith in you two finding Sarah than anyone
else.” He looked closely at Joe, who, at this stage was barely
concealing a yawn, the dark circles under his eyes even darker than
usual. “Yes,” the man said again. “Somehow you’ve
given me hope.” *** Later that same night, Frank heard the by now familiar
sounds coming from Joe’s room. He pulled himself out of bed wearily and
made his way across the Again Joe tossed and turned, hands outstretched in
front of him…. …….She
was in beside a well now, her back against it. And
the darkness surrounded her and the animals moved closer and closer until
she couldn’t move except into the well. But
the well wasn’t safe and she knew there was no-one there to help her,
no-one to keep her safe and…… Joe awoke, and saw his brother’s bleary eyed face
hovering over his own. He lay there for a moment before speaking. “Sorry Frank, I guess I woke you again, huh?” “Something like that” Frank replied. “Another bad
dream I take it, Want to talk about it now?” “Um, yeah, maybe in the morning Frank, you look
exhausted, why don’t we try and get some more sleep before morning.”
He smiled wanly at his brother. “Thanks bro." Frank turned away, unconvinced by his brother’s
performance but too tired to read into it at that moment. He crawled back
into his own bed and fell asleep almost instantly. But Joe Hardy knew that his nights sleep had come to an
end, he would lie in bed until sunrise came and took the pictures away. *** Joe avoided his brother and friend’s as much as
possible the following day. He knew that he looked awful; the dark circles around
his eyes had deepened, and seemed even darker set against his now almost
transparently white countenance. Frank was worried, but he was also becoming
increasingly annoyed. His brother was holding back on him, the dreams
were getting worse, yet he refused to talk about them. Joe was also distant in class, and on several occasions
he had to be called to attention by teachers or by Biff and Chet, if they
noticed first. He couldn’t get the dreams out of his mind….the
darkness, the fear, the animals all around closing in, the well…… That evening after school, in an attempt to bring Joe
around, Frank printed off all the information Chief Collig had sent them
on possible suspects for Sarah’s kidnap. “ “Joe, JOE!” “Wha…oh sorry Frank, I was miles away. What were
you saying?” Frank slammed the papers down onto the table in front
of him. “Look, Joe, you tell me what’s wrong now, or you help me
here, there’s a little girl missing for almost 4 days you know.” A look of fear flashed across Joe’s face, and then he
smiled as convincingly as he could. “You’re right bro, I’m sorry. Tell me about these
possibles…” Frank looked suspiciously at his brother, then sighed
and passed over some of the paperwork to Joe. “See for yourself, they are all ex-army, all served
with Principal Sweetman at one time or another, and all are living within
about a 200 mile radius of Bayport.” Joe nodded, reading through the information in front of
him. “And all have had run-in’s with our Principal in the part.” Frank sat back, and looked at the notes that he had
written. “James O’Neill…disciplined on six occasions for
breaches of army code…left the army and is now a professional fisherman
lives in a shack in the middle of nowhere….. and Danny Lusco……kicked
out of the army for ‘continual harassment’ of Mr Sweetman….…works
in insurance now….lives in an old farmhouse about 60 miles away.” Joe signed, and rubbed his eyes. “Maybe we need to
talk to Principal Sweetman again….” “Tomorrow…I don’t want you collapsing of
exhaustion on me little brother.” Frank stood and went over to the
armchair that his brother was sitting in. He sat down on the arm of it,
and looked into Joe’s almost haunted eyes. “Listen, why don’t I sleep in your room tonight,
huh?” Joe was about to say no, the usual string of excuses on
his lips, but faltered. Truth be told he wanted his brother near him.
Maybe his presence might keep some of the demons away, even for one
night. So silently he nodded. Frank put one hand on his
shoulder. “I can help you Joe, if you let me. Let me, please” *** It
felt she was falling out of her body, she could see herself falling,
falling down further and further, and she was powerless to stop herself,
it was as if she wasn’t in control of her own body, she was just
falling, falling,………and suddenly there was a hand, but this hand
wasn’t mottled, or scarred, it was trying to help her, she had to reach
the hand, she had to try………. ….a hand on his shoulder, a reassuring voice..the
voice was pulling him back, pulling him to safety. Joe Hardy opened his eyes. Brown eyes were staring
down at him; his brother was kneeling down beside the bed, kneeling over
him, grabbing at his shoulders. “Frank?..I…..I…” He tried to say it was ok,
that is was nothing, but was tired, too tired to fight it alone any
longer. “I can’t do this anymore Frank. I’m scared.” Frank put his arms around Joe, and hugged him
tightly, then he pulled back and sat cross legged on the bed in front of
him. Joe sighed and sat up. As usual, it was still dark…..just before dawn…. “Talk.” That was all Frank said to him. He needed to talk,
to tell all, he had held back the worst from his brother until now, he
had to tell him, had to let Frank take some of the burden. But he couldn’t, he couldn’t. He just sat and
stared at his brother’s hands, one of which was now clasping his own,
silent….staring….. “Joe, come on! Why are you so scared to tell me
about it, its just a bad dream Joe, and yes, I know its strange timing
and that it seems connected to that little girl disappearing but we
don’t know that, I don’t
know that until you tell me exactly what you are seeing.” Joe looked away, and bit his lip. “I’m
afraid…….I’m afraid that if I tell you then you will start to see
it too. That you will start to have the same dreams and I don’t want
that to happen, because I don’t want anyone else to feel the utter
hopelessness and despair that I do every night.” ‘Hopelessness, Despair’…..the words swam
around and around Frank Hardy’s head. He hadn’t realized how bad it
was. Sure he’d seen the dark circles and the red, bloodshot eyes but he
never realized…..until now. “Tell me Joe, PLEASE,” Frank’s voice was soft,
but pleading. “Tell me.” So Joe told, and he watched his brothers face go
paler and paler and his grip on Joe’s hand become tighter and tighter.
And when he told him everything Frank stood up and stretched his legs
stiffly. Eventually his voice broke the silence. “We have to find that little girl Joe. I don’t
know if the two things are related or not, but it’s the only chance
that we have, for Sarah, and for you.” ‘…..What?........dead…where…….but
how……ok……yeah, thanks Chief……’ ‘We’re too late!' Joe sank back down on the bed
in his room. ‘She’s dead……and it’s all my fault. I should have
talked to Frank earlier, I could have helped’ …..Grief and despair
washed over his tired form, only to be stopped in their tracks by Franks
arrival at his doorway.” “He’s dead” Frank proclaimed. ‘He?’ Joe
was confused. “What do you mean, he, you mean the girl’s dead,
don’t you?” “NO dummy,” Frank replied. “James O Neill is
dead, his body was found out in his lodge by the officers who went out to
question him about Sarah’s disappearance, he’s been dead for about
three weeks apparently so that means….” Joe interrupted… “That means that there’s no
way that he could have taken Sarah, which mean’s that Danny Lusco is
our main suspect!” “Exactly” Frank continued, “Chief Collig had
him picked up an hour ago. “FRANK! Joe almost shouted the word, the well,
that’s it!! Frank nodded. “Just give me a minute to change
little brother and I’m right behind you.” *** She sighed and lay back down again. Why had she
chosen to remember after all this time? Why had the memories buried so
deep down inside her mind suddenly chosen to resurface, to haunt her
night after night? ‘I’m
too old for this’ she thought wearily. Tomorrow she would go back,
tomorrow she would ask for forgiveness one last time. *** And the little girl knew that she was safe, and she
buried her head farther into Joe Hardy’s heaving chest and he stroked
her hair and, accepting Frank’s jacket which he had taken off, he
wrapped it tightly around her. “Its ok Sarah, you’re alright, your Dads on his way
sweetheart.” Joe’s heart almost broke listening to the girl sob,
and part of him wanted to do the same thing. He felt like he had seen
into this little girl’s mind that last few nights, and wished he could
make it all go away, for both of them. But at least she was safe now. As he talked softly to the frightened little girl,
trying to ease her heart wrenching sobs Joe looked up at his older
brother’s pale, drawn face and at the look of relief reflected in his
dark brown eyes. “Sarah honey, oh god, I love you so much, Daddy’s here now, I wont let anything happen to you ever again. I promise.” Joe Hardy sat, unmoving, watching the little girl in
her fathers arms. She was ok, they
had saved her. He never noticed Frank kneeling down beside him, but
as Franks arms encircled his shoulders and his brother drew him close,
Joe Hardy finally broke down. He began to cry silently, the tears
streaming from his face onto the grass. “Its ok Joe, its over, its over…..” Frank
repeated again and again, and like the man standing before him with the
little girl who was his whole life, Frank he hugged his brother ever
tighter. “It’s going to ok now Joe. I promise.” *** And
so they banished me, undid all my work. She
was no longer alone, they had taken away the dreams, taken away the
nightmares floating around and around inside her head, inside their
heads. Without
those nightmares, I cannot function for that is what I am, for I AM
nightmare, I am that force which enters your mind and brings horror,
terror and fear. But
I will leave them alone… For
now…. *** She tossed and turned, cried out yet again, praying for
the feeling to leave her.. ….and then ….all of a sudden …it did. She stopped twisting and turning, her face, lined with
the line of old age, relaxed. And she slept. *** Dawn was just breaking as the two boys made their way
wearily up the steps of their front porch. Joe hadn’t spoken a word
beyond what was necessary since the girl was found, and Frank hadn’t
pushed him. As they parted at the top of the stairs, each boy
heading for his own room, Frank put his hand on Joe’s shoulder. “Will you be all right?” was all he asked. Joe smiled. “Yeah, Frank, I will.” “You sure?” was all he said, “What about the
dream?” Joe turned and fixed his piercing blue eyed gaze on
Frank. “It wasn’t a dream, it was a nightmare.” He stopped in the
doorway of his room… “But it’s over now.” For one final moment their eyes met, and Frank accepted
Joe’s silent thank you before they turned away into their rooms. Five
minutes later, in the dawning daylight, both boys slipped into a peaceful
and for once, dreamless slumber. *** Later, that same bright morning, 100 miles away, the
old lady entered the graveyard, a place she hadn’t been inside in over
forty years. Even after all that time, she still instinctively knew
where to go. Sarah Price, 1936-1948 RIP. Tears rolled down her tired
careworn face. “My
name's
Sarah Price, will you be my friend?” Memories assaulted her, skipping ropes, walking across
logs, eating cream buns…… ….. Sarah coming to her 12th birthday
party, Sarah staying over, sleeping in her, own bed because she was the
guest and Momma said it was so. And most of all, Sarah, gone the next morning, an empty
bed where she had been sleeping, taken by mistake, kidnapped because they
thought she was Gertrude Hardy, and eventually, killed because she
wasn’t. “I’m sorry, Sarah” Gertrude Hardy’s voice
wavered. Guilt, an invisible all-consuming guilt seemed to have
eaten away a part of Gertrude Hardy’s heart, although she had buried it
so far down that up until the nightmares began she had almost forgotten
it. But she never truly forgot, and never, truly forgave 12
year old Gertie for lying asleep in her bed whilst the hand came through
the window and took her best friend away from here forever. “Forgive me.” She turned and making her way to where the slightly
younger woman stood beside the car waiting patiently. Before she sat into the passenger seat beside Laura
Hardy, Aunt Gertude looked back towards the cemetery. Gertrude Hardy blinked, and looked again. “Thank you Sarah” she said out loud. …………………for
now…… I
admit that those boys may have banished a couple of demons; they are
stronger than most, and they will sleep easily, at least for a while. ……But
I have plenty of other demons to unleash and plenty of other victims. I
can choose anyone I like. ANYONE. Remember
that. Now I lay me down to sleep Pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake Pray the lord my soul to take. Hush little baby don’t say a word And never mind that noise you heard Its just the beast under your bed In your closet, in your head Exit light Enter night Grain of Sand Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never never land**. X Happy Halloween! |