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CONSEQUENCES by The Sisterhood Chapter 12 |
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Frank
stood watching, as Vanessa as went in to see Joe. Out of the corner of
his eye, he could see his father speaking in low tones to his mother, and
he watched as they tried to conceal their shock and horror about
everything that had happened. It had been bad enough finding out that Joe
was hurt. It had been even worse when he had admitted to them that it was
his fault. Finally, the news about Callie had thrown them over the top.
Hell, it had thrown HIM over the top. He honestly had no idea what to do.
Frank walked down to the lobby slowly, as if in a trance. This was all
too much for him. For so long he had been the source of strength for so
many people. His family, his friends, and Callie had always relied on him
to be strong, to hold them up when things got tough. Now, however, it
wasn’t like that. In fact, it had taken a complete turn. He had let
everyone down, most especially Joe and Callie. What had once seemed so
horrifically real to him, the image of Joe and Callie together, now
seemed just like a harsh and cruel joke. Isn’t that what it was?
He had to ask himself. And he had fallen for it—completely and totally. Nash and Jenkins HAD
won. They had torn apart his beloved family, broken the bond between him
and Joe, and destroyed the most important relationship in his life. It
had taken Vanessa, who, although a dear and close friend, was not even
part of the family… yet…. to make him see the error of his ways. He felt
stupid, manipulated, and, above all, ashamed. How could he have let them
do this to him?! Yet, Frank was through blaming others. It was time for him to take
personal responsibility for what he had done. Yet, how could he? How
could he live with the fact that he had hurt his own brother, had
believed that Joe betrayed him? How could he justify hurting Callie so
deeply, and…. Frank felt tears stream down his face again, and he knew he was going
to lose control. He had killed their child. God, how could he ever, ever
come to terms with that? He wasn’t afraid of going to Hell. He was living
in it now. Inexplicably, he flashed back to the scene as it had unfolded
when the doctors had come out. "Wh…what?" Laura Hardy asked, stunned. "I’m sorry," the doctor repeated. "Callie Shaw has lost the baby. The
fall that she experienced must have been quite severe. She’s continuing
to run a high temperature, and we’re worried about the amount of blood
loss she’s suffered. Be grateful, though, that she’s alive." Be grateful. Frank felt his parents’ eyes boring into him as they stared at him in
shock. He could almost feel their words, see their tears. He knew they
must be shocked, horrified. How could he have not told them she was
pregnant?! Their grandchild had died, and they hadn’t even been allowed
to celebrate its life. What had become of their eldest son? Whatever he
touched, he hurt. So he did the only thing he could think to do, the only
thing that made sense at that moment. He ran. Later, of course, he had returned. It would be unconscionable to leave
Joe and Callie alone. He managed to speak to Vanessa, who shattered the
world he had created with her words. He was grateful that she had; he had
desperately wanted to believe that Joe and Callie would never hurt him.
At the same time, he couldn’t help but to think, What can I do? Too
little, too late. And he had watched Joe and Callie, at least checked on their status,
ever since. He knew his mother had wanted to speak with him, but he had
feigned sleep, unable to face her, to explain how and why he had been
capable of the unthinkable. When he did face the realities of the day, he
managed to avoid his parents. If they abandoned him, which he very well
knew he deserved, he’d have nothing left. And, although he knew he
deserved nothing, he couldn’t face it; not now. As he finished walking through the lobby, Frank headed outside, to a
smaller area in the back of the hospital. It was quiet and peaceful. He
sat down on the bench and buried his face in his hands. He knew that he
might… he REALLY might… consider running, and never coming back. What did
he have to live for, anyway? The impact of that thought hit him like a
ton of bricks, and he felt overwhelmed. The sobs that he had tried to
contain for so long wracked his body. It was as though something so deep
and terrible had been let loose in him that he began to lose track of
himself and who he was. For the first time in his life, Frank Hardy gave
up. It was just at that moment, when he thought it couldn’t get any worse,
that he felt someone wrap their arms around him and pull him into a tight
embrace. He knew who it was almost immediately, and started to cry even
harder. "I’m sorry," he managed to choke out. Fenton Hardy held Frank tightly, rubbing the back of his hair in a
gesture of support. He had always done that with Frank; whenever Frank
had done something wonderful as a child, or growing up, he’d always
playfully muss his hair. When he’d been upset, he’d comfort him like
this. Frank, not being as demonstrative as Joe, had always smiled and
blushed. On the other hand, Joe had always greeted by his father with a
big hug. Joe didn’t care about saying "I love you" or giving hugs.
Through the years, Fenton had watched as his baby boy taught his older
son many valuable lessons about showing those you love how you feel. In
turn, he’d watched Frank teach Joe about being a good person through his
gentle nature, kind heart, and generosity of spirit. Now, as he held Frank, Fenton felt his own heart ache. If there was
one person who was too good and kind to suffer like this, it was Frank.
He was determined to help him. Although he hadn’t told his wife, Fenton
had seen the look in Frank’s eyes when he heard not only about Joe, but
about Callie as well. He looked like a trapped animal, hurt, confused and
disbelieving. He knew Frank would run and make the biggest mistake of his
life. If Frank wouldn’t save himself, Fenton would save him. After what seemed like a long time, Frank stopped crying and pulled
away from his father’s arms. He looked straight ahead, eyes red, face
pale. Fenton sighed inwardly. On top of all the emotional turmoil his son
was facing, he knew that Frank felt ashamed for crying. To this day, he’d
never know where Frank got the idea that it wasn’t okay to cry. But…Frank
had always been like that. Joe, Lord love him, was a menace about crying
when he was a kid and didn’t get his own way. Thankfully, he had grown
out of it. However, although Joe didn’t cry often because he wanted to
put up a macho front, Fenton knew Joe still believed it was okay to cry
when you were sad, and when you were happy. It was a much healthier way
to live than how Frank had gone through life, masking his hurt behind a
smile, his tears behind laughter. Fenton had been grateful that Frank had
always been a pretty happy kid…a happy man. He’d always worried that when
something bad, really bad, did happen, Frank wouldn’t handle it very
well. Apparently, that time had come. "Frank," Fenton said quietly to his eldest son, keeping an arm around
him. "Look at me." Slowly, Frank turned to his dad. For once, he didn’t know what to do
or what to say. Fenton sensed that, so he did the talking. "Son," he began, "I love
you." He tried to ignore the look on Frank’s face that silently screamed,
Stop! He squeezed Frank’s shoulder. "I do. And so does your mother, and so
does Joe, and so does Callie. I know you were there when Joe fell. It was
an accident. And when your brother wakes up and comes to his senses, I’m
sure he’ll let you know that, too." "I pushed him." Frank’s voice was quiet, accepting. "I don’t know what went on, Frank, but I DO know that you’d never hurt
Joe- never- not on purpose. You may NOT have pushed him…you’re too tired
and upset to think clearly. I KNOW you wouldn’t hurt him." Frank tried to focus, and his father’s words gave him some life back.
Did his dad believe in him that much?! Why?! Wait…he HADN’T pushed
Joe! But…" "I’m sorry," he whispered again, touched by his father’s support. "Stop saying that," Fenton sighed. "You DO, however, owe us all an
explanation of what happened with Callie." Seeing Frank tense up and rub
his temple as if trying to focus, Fenton said, more gently, "Son, I’m
here to listen. I know you want to run. I’m here to stop you." Frank looked up in shock. How did his dad know that? "Okay," he said,
weakly. Taking a deep breath, Frank told his father the hardest story he’d
ever have to relate. Frank told about Cape May, and Nash and Jenkins,
most of which Fenton already knew. He told has father about Callie’s
pregnancy, and how he had asked her not to tell anyone. He told Fenton of
his suspicions about Joe and Callie, and WHY he thought that. Finally,
Frank told him about the way he had treated Joe and Callie, his arguments
with them, and, at last, how he had ended up here. He stopped talking and
hung his head. Fenton felt his heart beat in his chest. Had Frank been out of his
mind? At the same time, he tried to picture things from Frank’s point of
view, and how he had come to a logical, albeit, wrong, conclusion. He
couldn’t believe for a second that Frank would treat Joe that badly, nor
that he would put so much undue stress on Callie. Still, now that it was
out there, he had to help Frank find his way back. "How far along was she?" Fenton asked, his heart breaking for
Callie…and for Frank. "Over three months," Frank whispered, still not looking up. ‘Oh, no’, Fenton thought, but he had to move on. "Well, Frank,"
Fenton said at last, "You really screwed this one up." Frank looked up, tears in his eyes. "BUT," Fenton went on, reaching over to squeeze his son’s hand, "I do
NOT believe for a second that you’re responsible for either physically
hurting your brother or causing Callie to have a miscarriage. I really
ache for you, and Callie…and Joe, of course. Time helps to heal the
wounds we have. This is a BIG mistake, kiddo, but you don’t make many.
You have to forgive yourself before you can expect forgiveness from
anyone else." Frank blinked back the tears as he listened to his father. "I…can’t,"
he said. "You CAN." Fenton countered. "But…Joe…." "Will recover and be just fine, and you’ll owe him a major apology.
You had better work hard to make that right with him. You’re too
important to one another." Frank sighed. He hated hearing what his father was saying, although he
knew he was right. "But…I mean, Callie…" Frank’s voice trailed off. His father couldn’t
help him here. "Callie needs you, Frank. Period." Fenton hated to be this way, but
Frank needed a reality check right now. "You better go to her, and
comfort her, and get down on your knees and beg forgiveness. You stick by
her side when she wants you to go away, you hold her even when she says
not to, and you tell her that you love her even if she says she hates
you. If you really love that girl, Frank… and I KNOW you do… you’ll fight
for her." Frank stared at his dad, and suddenly, slowly, began to realize what
he had to do. "And furthermore," Fenton went on, getting angry now, "We will find
the monsters who tried to destroy your life, and make them pay. YOU
better stay away…or I’ll hurt you myself." Fenton managed to smile.
"However, I could use your brainpower to help. I haven’t told you this,
but I haven’t forgotten everything. I’ve been working with the FBI, and
very closely with several officers in Cape May, and they’re working on
the case as we speak. Nash will not destroy my family. And," Fenton went
on, meeting Frank’s eyes, "You better not destroy yourself, because there
are some pretty important people who need you right now. Joe’s your
brother- you better salvage that. And Callie- you fight for her with all
you’ve got. And if she can’t let you in, really, really can’t be with you
anymore…" Fenton watched as Frank’s eyes reeled in pain, "Then you let
her go. Gracefully…and help her move on. If you love her, you’ll do
that-you owe her that. But never, ever give up on that love, son, because
it’s a rare thing. Do what’s best for her. Trust your judgment." Frank swallowed, hard. "And stop feeling sorry for yourself, because every minute you waste
is another minute Nash and Jenkins have won." Frank stood up slowly and exhaled deeply. Finally, he faced his
father. "Okay." Fenton smiled. "Okay." With a final muss of Frank’s hair, Fenton led his son back into the
hospital, determined to help him LIVE again. |
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