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LIVING IN DARKNESS the Trilogy PART ONE: THE LOSS by WintersRose Chapter Three |
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The Chapters
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Saturday, October 14, 2000
(11:30 PM) Someone, vowed nineteen-year-old
Joseph David Hardy, is going to pay and pay big for this. The six-foot-tall, blonde-haired
college sophomore walked grimly along the path that would bring them to the
quad and eventually to Eldridge Hall, anger and terror warring for
supremacy within him. He had
given over care of Frank to Connor, trusting Frank’s roommate to get
Frank to Eldridge while Joe half-walked, half-sprinted to the side of his
girlfriend. The phone call
from Frank had come just a few minutes before and Joe raced out without
even hanging up the phone in his room.
He was out of the dorm before he realized he had forgotten to put
his shoes on and the cold concrete ate through his bare feet. Tossing his blonde curls back
again he continued grimly forward, ignoring the discomfort in his feet and
the complete lack of warmth in the rest of his body.
The cool kept his temper from flying into a rage.
He had to get to Vanessa and help her, as best he could. “Joe!” Mandy called out as he
got near Eldridge and he saw his twin sister standing just outside the
entrance into Eldridge, her face pale and her cobalt eyes filled with fear
and worry. “Thank God you
made it.” Mandy hugged him and shivered
when she stepped back. She
frowned when she saw Joe’s bare feet and sent one of her friends into her
room to get her slippers. They
wouldn’t really fit his size twelve men’s feet but she said she
didn’t care. “What happened?” Joe asked
numbly, the rage giving way to fear and worry when he saw Vanessa lying
still and cold on the ground near an ambulance.
His cerulean eyes fixed on Vanessa’s pale face.
Two paramedics worked with her as well as two of the campus medics. Joe saw a small pool of blood by her head and he felt himself
start to swoon a little. Mandy
forced him to sit down on one of the benches in front of the Hall.
The stone on the bench was more cold than the air outside seemed to
be but Joe was grateful for the contact with the stone. Vanessa had a neck brace about
her neck already and a large gash on the side of her forehead, too close to
her temple for Joe’s comfort. Her
left leg was twisted at right angles from her body and one of her arms
looked, for lack of a better word, mangled.
Joe felt his breath catch in his chest and he shivered again. “A car came out of no where
when Vanessa was out at her car getting her graphics book out,” Mandy
said in a shaking voice. “It
didn’t even stop, Joe. It
just hit her and kept on going.” “Did you see it?” Joe turned
to his twin and put his arm around her when he saw her shake as badly as
he. “Mandy? Did
you see the car hit her?” “Yes!” Mandy exclaimed.
“I walked out here with her and stopped in the lobby a minute to
talk to Cherry. She got hit on
her way back from the car. I
saw the car hit her – she rolled over the top of the hood and slid back
down again and the guy swerved around her kept going.” Joe shivered again and continued
to stare blankly at Vanessa’s still form on the ground.
Tears streamed down his cheeks unchecked and he prayed, silently,
that she would live, that she would be all right.
She had to be all right. “Put these on,” Joe looked up
and saw Frank holding something out in front of him – Joe’s running
shoes and his jacket. Joe slid
them on, unable to even work up the energy to tell Frank thanks and he
turned his attention back to Vanessa.
The jacket helped with the shivers but he knew part of them were
shock. Vanessa! “Mandy, did you see what
happened?” Frank asked and Mandy took Frank through what she saw, again.
Joe ignored them, his attention completely focused on the too
motionless form of Vanessa. He
willed for her to move, for her to do something to let him know she was
alive. “Did you see the car?” Frank
asked. “Do you know what kind it was?
Anything about it?” Joe stood and walked away from
them, unable to concentrate on Vanessa when they were talking in both of
his ears. He felt the presence of Connor behind him, knew it was Connor
merely by Connor’s sheer height and presence.
At six-foot-three, Connor was a foot taller than Mandy and three
inches taller than Joe. His
eyes, as blue as Joe and Mandy’s, were calm. “She’ll be all right,”
Connor said. “She has to be. We
know that.” “We don’t know that,” Joe
said hotly, more hotly than he meant but the anger rose within him as a
tidal wave. “We don’t know
that she has to be all right. Look at her, Connor! How
can she possibly be all right?” “Because she’s a fighter,
like all of us,” Connor said. “She’ll
fight this to the bitter end and she’ll make it.
Don’t give up on her yet.” Joe turned to him.
He wanted to hit Connor as hard as he could.
He wanted to knock Connor into next week, just to shut the older man
up. He didn’t.
He turned back away and went closer to Vanessa, his advance impeded
by a police officer that told him to stand ‘away from the victim.’ “She’s my girlfriend,” Joe
insisted. “Vanessa Bender. I
have to see her!” “Just stay back,” the police
officer insisted, almost rudely. “You’ll
get in the way of the paramedics. Now
stay put!” Joe growled and stepped back. “I’m riding with her,” Joe
said. “To the hospital. I’m going with her.” Connor nodded, as if taking that
for granted. Joe stayed where
he was until the paramedics rolled Vanessa first onto a backboard and then
lifted her with the utmost of care onto the gurney parked next to them.
They strapped her down carefully to it and then lifted the gurney up
into the ambulance. “I want to ride with her,”
Joe told the ambulance attendants. “She’s
my girlfriend, I’m riding with her!” The attendants agreed, probably
because of the expression on Joe’s face rather than a desire to let him
in the ambulance with them and Joe climbed up with Vanessa, holding tightly
to her good hand, as tears streamed unchecked down his cheeks.
He saw Frank and Mandy and Connor and Samantha all standing near the
ambulance as it drove off and he waved to them once, before turning his
attention back to Vanessa. Joe paced the floor of the
emergency waiting room, stepping past the crowd of people gathered there
for things from sniffles and coughs to more immediate things like abdominal
pains and broken limbs. His
blue eyes swept constantly over them, seeing them and not seeing them, the
pain on his face caused only by the fear of not knowing.
Was Vanessa still alive? Or
had something worse happened to her? When
he had been forced to leave her to come to this room she had not once
regained consciousness and she lay as if dead on the bed in examining room.
Nervous tension raked through Joe’s body as he jumped up and down
and tried to calm down again. He
was ready to explode at any minute. Joe looked up gratefully when he
saw Frank, Mandy, Connor and Samantha walk into the waiting room and Mandy
crossed immediately to hug him. She
held onto him for a moment and the twins communed silently, not talking,
not exchanging words or even emotions, but simply comforting and holding.
Joe’s tears began again and he buried them in the top of Mandy’s
hair. “You have to be strong, Joe,”
Mandy told her twin. “You
have to be strong and hold on. You
know you’ll be all right, you’ll both be all right but you have to hold
on. Promise me, Joe.” “I will,” Joe whispered to
her, his voice catching in his throat.
“But Mandy, she was so still.
She didn’t wake up, not once.
What if… what…” Mandy pulled Joe’s face around
and Joe found himself eye-to-eye with his twin.
In a looked that needed no words she told Joe to stop giving up so
soon and told him to fight like Vanessa was fighting.
A moment later Joe backed away and nodded, the shock that came over
him the moment of the phone call finally fell away. “You’re right,” he managed
a small smile for Mandy. “I’m always right,” Mandy
returned the small smile. “You
just keep forgetting that.” They turned to the others and
found seats in the same area of the crowded waiting room as Connor.
Joe leaned his head on his twin’s head and saw her take Connor’s
hand as she leaned her head on Joe’s shoulder.
They sat quietly for some time while Joe worried and fumed and
vowed, once again, to find whoever tried to kill his girlfriend and make
her pay. “Joe!” they all looked up
when they heard that anxious and frightened voice and Joe stood to run over
to Andrea Bender. “Joe, my
God, Joe, what happened?” “Vanessa was hit by a car, Mrs.
Bender,” Joe said to Vanessa’s mother, Andrea.
“A hit and run driver. The
doctor hasn’t told us anything yet.
Let me go with you so you can tell them you’re here.” “I already did,” Andrea said
shakily. Her eyes were already
rimmed with red. She probably
cried all the way to the hospital. “And they told me that a doctor would
come and find me when they knew more and that I had to come and sit here.
But why… why would a car hit Vanessa?
I don’t understand.” Mandy motioned to Connor and he
stood and assisted Andrea into the chair he just vacated and Mandy took one
of her hands. Always calm in a
crisis, that was his twin, Joe thought and felt another small smile on his
lips. He saw Frank with Sam across the waiting room, cushioned
between two large individuals. Frank
stood once when Andrea came but sat back down, pulled into place by
Samantha. Good move, Joe
thought with approval. Andrea
didn’t need everyone crowding her. “We don’t understand either,
Mrs. Bender,” Mandy explained to Andrea as she held onto Andrea’s hand.
“It just happened. She
was on her way back from her car, she just got a book out of it, and the
car came from nowhere.” “What car though?
Did you see it? Did
anyone see it?” Andrea fired off questions as fast as Joe and Frank and
Mandy’s detective father would have.
“I did,” Mandy said softly.
“A blue-green Audi, New York license plates. I didn’t get the number and I only caught the plate because
one nearly ran Frank and Samantha down at the mall earlier…” “The AUDI!” Joe exclaimed as
he leapt to his feet and grabbed his sister by the arm, a little more
harshly than he meant to but he didn’t let go of her.
“The Audi is the one that hit Vanessa, Mandy?
Why didn’t you tell me earlier?
Of all the…” “But you didn’t tell me!”
Joe exclaimed again, stunned and hurt.
“Mandy!” Mandy rolled her eyes at him and
he turned away. He wanted to
not be angry with her but he was. He
knew it was reaction to what happened and could not help himself.
Why hadn’t she told him? “I really didn’t get a
chance,” Mandy said softly as she went to sit on Connor’s lap.
“I’m sorry if you feel hurt or betrayed but I didn’t get a
chance.” Joe nodded and took a breath to
steady himself. He must not be
angry with her. He must remain
calm, rational, without fear. He
had to be calm or he would tear himself into a million pieces with his
agitation and anxiety. He had
not been this worried when Frank had been injured bad enough to cause his
blindness or when he himself had been hospitalized – three times – in
the period of a few days. “Alright,” Andrea Bender said
as she stood and motioned to the chair she vacated.
“Sit down, Joe. You
don’t need to be angry with your sister or with yourself.
Neither of you are responsible for what happened to Vanessa.
Whoever did this, that’s who’s responsible. Now tell me more about this Audi.” “We don’t know much about
it,” Frank’s arm was around Samantha’s shoulders and he continued to
smile that mystical ‘I’m in love’ smile that sometimes nauseated Joe.
“It nearly hit us in the parking lot at the mall.
Sam saw it just in time and got us both out of the way.
We haven’t had a chance to really figure out who it belonged to,
but I can promise you that we will, Andrea.” Andrea shook her head vehemently. “I don’t want either of you getting hurt again because of
this, Frank. Just tell the
police and let them deal with it this time.
You’ve been through enough, the both of you.” Joe would have exchanged a look
with Frank then but there was no need, even if Frank could have seen it.
Joe smiled again at Andrea, calm once again. He had a clear-cut idea of what to do next and where to go.
He would do it. He would find the owner of the green Audi and feed the man
his liver. Or woman.
“I’m serious, Joe,” Andrea
said again and she bore down on Joe, a look that Joe saw often on Vanessa
when she was about to get her way on Andrea’s face.
“I want you to leave this to the police and stay out of it.
I want you to promise me!” Joe shook his head and scratched
at the back of his neck. He
kept his hand there to rub at some of the tension in his neck muscles and
pulled his hand away when Mandy began to give him a neck rub.
He sighed and looked back up at Andrea. “I can’t do that, Andrea,”
he said. “I can’t promise you that I’ll stay out of it.
If I did, I’d be lying. I’m
not about to let anyone get away with what they did to Vanessa.
I could leave it to the police but I’d hate myself forever if I
did that. I am going to find
that Audi and I am going to clean the clock of whomever owns it.
That’s the only promise I can make.” Andrea started to protest again
but a nurse at the door of the waiting room called her name.
She turned to go and speak to the nurse, Joe right on her heels as
she went to the door. His
stomach clenched into knots that he couldn’t release and he waited for
the news from the doctor, good or bad. “Mrs. Bender, I’m Dr.
Parkhurst,” a female doctor motioned to a nearby chair in a small room
located near the waiting room. “Dr.
Olivia Parkhurst. I’ve been
treating your daughter since they brought her in.” “How is she?” Joe
interrupted. “How bad is it?” Dr. Parkhurst shot Joe a look
that would have curdled metal and Joe sat back in his chair and fixed a
glare on her. “Your daughter,” Dr.
Parkhurst continued. “Is in
critical condition Mrs. Bender. She
has sustained a serious head injury and while we’ve been able to
alleviate the pressure from a small hematoma, the truth to the matter is
that I don’t know if or when she will ever wake up again.
She has, besides, a very badly injured arm and her right leg was
broken in three places. She will be going to surgery later to have the leg
pinned and casted and her arm will take at least two surgeries to
repair.” Andrea paled with each word the
Doctor spoke and Joe put an arm around her shoulder as he fought off the
urge, again, to cry. She had
to wake up! She had to wake up
and she had to be all right, Joe thought.
That was the only thing that could happen.
That was the only explanation and thing he would accept. “She is being moved to surgery
now,” Dr. Parkhurst said after a pause.
“As that will take at least two hours, I would recommend that you
try and get some sleep. She
won’t wake up any faster with someone staying with her.” “I have to stay here,” Andrea
said. “For her.” “I do too,” Joe vowed.
“I’m not leaving her.” Dr. Parkhurst shook her head in
denial. “One of you can stay
but both of you can’t. I’ll
arrange a place for you to sleep, Mrs. Bender, but you’re the only one
who can stay.” Joe scowled at the doctor and
liked her less now than he had a few moments ago.
He clenched his hands together tightly and relaxed them before he
turned to Andrea and he touched her on the shoulder.
He would go, if only to find something to hit. “Tell her,” he said, softly,
his voice breaking huskily. “Tell
her I’ll be here to see her first thing tomorrow.
And tell her to hold on. She
has to come back.” Andrea squeezed his hand and
nodded. Joe stood and went out to his friends and family.
He told them what the doctor had said and watched his sister’s
face pale and watched Samantha bury her head in Frank’s shoulder.
Connor wrapped an around about Mandy and pulled her to him. “She’ll be all right,”
Mandy whispered over and over. “She’ll
be all right, she’ll be all right. She’ll
be all right.” Joe shook his head.
He didn’t know that for sure.
The doctors didn’t know that.
He was torn between wanting to believe it and not wanting to get his
hopes up. He turned away and
said, “Take me home before I
go crazy.” The heat on the window in
Frank’s room told him that the sun was shining outside and that,
regardless of it being mid-October, warm weather returned again to Bayport,
New York. Frank slept heavily
when they first got back to the dorms last night but woke early this
morning and tossed and turn, unable to go back to sleep.
He really should get ready for church.
If ever a day called for praying, today was it.
Frank had not dressed, however and stood at the window, one hand
placed flat against it as he thought of the events of the night before.
Frank worried for Joe, worried that Joe would lash out
irresponsibly, or he would act irrationally.
Joe went to his room the night before with demure, walked there by
Connor but said nothing, either to Frank before he left or, according to
Connor, spoke to Connor on the way to his room. There was, in Frank’s mind, too
much to worry about. Ever
since he and Joe began to solve their own cases, Frank became used to a
certain degree of danger in his and Joe’s lives.
Yet this year, since the beginning of the school year in September,
their lives had been more and more tumultuous.
The attacks on him by Doctor Rich or Doctor Rich’s cronies, the
attacks on Joe by Jason (Jase Aleman) Rich and Anna Phillips; they
weren’t normal. And now, now
it was all bleeding out to their friends.
Vanessa didn’t deserve whatever animosity was being leveled toward
them now. Frank knew that the attack on
Vanessa was aimed squarely at Joe and at himself.
Frank leaned his forehead against
the window and closed his eyes again.
His visual memory was still dead-on though he sometimes thought
details slipped away from him. It
was to be expected, he had been told in one of his classes.
The memory held onto visual references for only so long until the
reference slipped away and became clouded.
Frank reminded himself morning and evening of his family members, of
Samantha and Connor and Chet and all of his friends, what they looked like,
how they sometimes wore their hair or what style of clothing they wore.
It kept his memory of how they looked alive in his mind, alive so
that he remembered always. If
he lost those memories, he thought he might never feel like himself again.
Then again, his subconscious,
especially late at night in his dreams, didn’t allow him to forget.
No, instead he remembered, usually things he wouldn’t mind
forgetting. The day that the
bomb tore apart their yellow sedan, taking with it the life of Iola Morton,
Joe’s first girlfriend. That
memory haunted him even now, sometimes waking him with more frequency than
it did Joe, if only because he felt he hadn’t done enough.
The bomb had been meant for Joe and for him. Frank shook his head and fought
back the memory of flames and smoke racing up into the sky and of having to
hold Joe back from trying to kill himself by running to the car. Frank turned from the window a
few moments later when he heard Connor moving about on his bed.
Some mornings called for silence between the two roommates, to allow
each of them a chance to wake up at their own pace.
Connor’s ability to sleep through just about anything often came
in handy. Frank could tap away
on his laptop until the wee hours of the morning or early in the morning
without any fear that Connor might wake up from it.
Frank chuckled when he thought of it. “What’s so funny?” Connor
asked sleepily and Frank imagined him rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
Blue eyes. Frank still
remembered blue. Then again,
it had only been a month and a half since he was blinded. Six weeks like this give or take a few days.
“You are,” Frank admitted.
“Gee, thanks,” Connor
grumbled and Frank heard the bed give a massive creak as Connor presumably
stood and walked across to their bathroom. Frank
chuckled again and turned back to his window.
Blue-green Audi.
Frank remembered blue-green. Some
called the color sapphire, others called it teal and others called it
turquoise, depending on what color of blue-green people were talking about.
If the color was as rare as Frank hoped he should be able to locate
it quickly in the police databases, if he could get Con to cooperate. Frank sighed and ran a hand
through his long, dark hair and rubbed it over his eyes.
“We’d best get ready for
church,” Connor called out from the bathroom. “I know,” Frank called back.
Frank wanted to go to church,
often enjoyed it when they did go and listen to the sermons or go to Sunday
School for bible study but this morning, he kept replaying the night
before. His date with
Samantha, the pleasure of knowing that he had surprised her and made her
happy, the fear for Vanessa and for Joe. If he was honest, he didn’t feel
like going, yet he would, for the others. “We have to keep up with normal
duties, right?” Connor asked. “And
we have to find that car that keeps trying mow you or us down.” Frank nodded and, using his cane,
cautiously made his way back over to his closet.
He reached inside, starting at the left of his closet, until he
found his blazer. By the feel
of the material it was the one he wanted, the dark blue one.
He felt until he found what should be his white shirt and his blue
slacks. “Did I get them this time?”
he asked Connor. “If by ‘it’ you mean blue
blazer, white shirt, blue slacks, yes,” Connor said.
“I’ll dig some matching socks and shoes out for you while
you’re showering.” Frank ducked into the shower and
showered and forced himself to focus on what he was doing, rather than
worrying about Vanessa and Joe. For
instance, if he didn’t focus, he sometimes tried to put conditioner on
his hair first, rather than shampoo. Taking
a shower when you were unable to see what you were doing took concentration
and trust in your roommate as well. If
they moved things around on you, for instance, you might never find them
again. But
concentration was short come. Joe kept coming back to him and Frank knew
that this had to be eating Joe up inside.
Joe considered it his duty to protect ‘his women’ as he jokingly
called them on occasion. Vanessa
and Mandy were as close or closer to him than Frank was and Frank worried
that Joe wouldn’t get over this. And
he didn’t even what to consider what would happen if Vanessa didn’t
make it. It didn’t bear thinking about. Connor MacKenzie sighed as he
squeezed Mandy’s hand and felt her inhale sharply next to him, her focus
not on the pastor of their church but on a window located to one side of
the church’s auditorium. This
church, unlike some of the older churches, did not sport anything in the
way of a stained glass window, but rather plain but decorative windows that
allowed sunshine to add additional light to the auditorium.
Decorations for the church ran along the outer aisles, hanging from
the walls in the forms of very decorative banners. Mandy was staring out a window to
one side, though Connor had no way of knowing what, exactly, she was
looking at. Her eyes were filled partially with tears, however and Connor
knew without asking what she thought about.
Vanessa and Joe. Joe
had left early that morning, according to his roommate Eric, to go and see
Vanessa. None of them expected
anything different from him. Connor squeezed Mandy’s hand
and she turned to him, a wan smile highlighting the features of her face.
She leaned her head over onto his shoulder again and he placed his
arm about her as they waited for the end of the service. When it came, only ten or so minutes later, they all filed
out slowly, stopping long enough for the pastor to express his condolences
and reminders that he would be praying for Vanessa. Connor squinted as they stepped
out into the bright sunshine of the day and he held up his hand over his
eyes to shield them for a moment while he fumbled for his sunglasses.
Succeeding in that, he turned back to see what was going on with his
friends. Samantha and
Mandy were both digging in the monstrous bags that they dared to call
purses and searched within for something; both eventually came out with
their sunglass holders and put them on as well.
Connor smiled at that. “Let’s get over to the
hospital,” Mandy said. “I
want to see how Vanessa is doing.” The others agreed and they all
made their way to Connor’s Blazer. Something whizzed by them a few
moments later, causing Mandy to let out a startled screech.
When Connor looked up he could see an arrow embedded in the trunk of
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