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LIVING IN DARKNESS the Trilogy PART ONE: THE LOSS by WintersRose Chapter Four |
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Sunday,
October 15, 2000 (12:00 pm) Joe twisted his neck to work out
a kink in it and then took hold of her hand again, while tears streamed
down his eyes. He saw her
again, he saw the car racing toward her and he saw it knock her hard enough
to send her flying through the air. He
hadn’t been there, hadn’t been able to do anything to stop the car, to
save her from being hit yet he saw her just as clearly as if he had stood
at her side. “Forgive me,” he whispered to
her. “Please, Vanessa, forgive me for not being there.
This is my fault. I know it’s my fault.” “It can’t be, Joe,” he
turned, startled, when he heard a voice from the doorway.
Callie stood there, dressed already in the dress she would wear to a
wedding later that afternoon, a cream and bronze number that matched her
coloring. “It’s not your fault, you didn’t drive the car that hit
her.” “I might as well have,” Joe
whispered, the tears catching in the back of his throat.
“I may as well have driven the car that hit her.
This was aimed at me: we both know it was.
You’ve never stopped from telling me the truth before, Callie, why
stop now?” Callie shook her head and reached
down to touch Vanessa’s uninjured hand.
Her blue eyes were teary as she focused on Vanessa’s still form
and Joe sighed. She would know
he told the truth. This was
his fault. “You weren’t there,” Callie
turned to him and touched his shoulder. She reached out a hand to wipe
one of Joe’s tears and suddenly he clung to her, holding her as they both
cried together for a moment. His
greatest adversary as well as a good friend; perhaps their friendship was
only possible when Callie was not dating his brother.
Whatever the case, Joe was glad that their animosity was gone. “I should have been there,”
Joe whispered back to her. “You can’t be everywhere at
once,” Callie said. “Joe,
you and Frank go through this anytime one of you gets hurt or when Mandy or
your father gets hurt or when one of your friends gets hurt and the truth
hasn’t changed yet. You can’t be everywhere at once.
I had to learn that myself and I didn’t until after I left for
college last year. Frank
can’t be everywhere at once and he couldn’t be what I wanted him to be,
what I thought I could make him to be.
He’s Frank Hardy and anyone who loves him, loves him as he is.
I found, in the long run, I couldn’t.
And I would have been harming him if I had tried.” Joe looked completely surprised
to have heard such a confession from Callie Shaw.
She had never once before admitted that she might, herself, be at
fault in her relationship with Frank.
Before it was always about Frank, about his cases, about his
relationship with Joe and Callie had not been able to stand that.
Even council by Mandy had not helped; Callie saw it only as Mandy
siding with her brothers. “Don’t be so surprised,”
Callie said. “I’m
20-years-old now, I’ve had time to grow up and to, well, consider things.
That and I have a very down-to-earth roommate, a roommate who rather
very much put things into perspective for me.
I’m not completely bull-headed you know.” Joe chuckled and sat back down in
his vacated chair and motioned for Callie to pull up the one that Andrea
had been sitting in before. She
did and they both sat quietly for a while and listened to the machines
monitoring Vanessa’s life signs beep and boop and quietly work along.
The thought that Callie Shaw grew up boggled the mind; then again,
many would have said the same thing about Joe.
Both of them often butted heads merely because they were too
stubborn to cave in to the other.
“I wouldn’t have handled it,
you know,” Callie said a moment later. Joe looked at her in surprise
again. He had almost forgotten she was there. She sat beside Vanessa’s still form, her brown eyes looked
straight at Vanessa, though and not at Joe at all. “Handled what?” Joe asked in
surprise. “Frank,” Callie answered
simply. “I wouldn’t have handled his blindness well at all.” “Oh,” Joe said.
“I don’t know that any of us have handled that well.” “Except Samantha,” Callie
said, softly and she looked at Joe with a new blaze in her eyes that
reminded him of the old days. “Callie,” Joe said,
uncomfortable. “Don’t ask me to make a choice between you and Samantha.
She’s Frank’s girlfriend now, she’s the one who has kept Frank
together since he lost his sight. We’ve done it as a team but he turns to her and she accepts
and leads and I owe her for that if for nothing else.” “I’m not asking you to
choose, Joe,” Callie said. “I’m
stating a fact, a certainty, something I know for myself.
If I were still Frank’s girlfriend when he lost his sight, I
wouldn’t have stayed. I
wouldn’t have had the maturity; I don’t have the maturity now to stick
it out. I don’t want to be
shackled down to something like that.
I don’t mean that in a mean way, please don’t get me wrong.
I’m just stating another fact.
Frank is with the right person.” Surprised, Joe nodded in
agreement. He looked away from her for a moment and then back at her as
he ran a hand through his hair. What
could he say to such a bold statement of honesty?
He couldn’t condemn her for it, he couldn’t even fault her for
it. Everyone who knew Frank
wanted some miracle cure to suddenly come along to allow him to see again
and even the strongest person looked away sometimes, because they could not
handle a look into the eyes of a person who could not look back. Joe steepled his fingers and
rested his chin on the top while he closed his eyes.
He turned aside to quickly wipe his tears again and then put on a
brave smile before he faced Callie. She
stared quietly at Vanessa, a haunted expression on her face. “You aren’t… alone now?”
Joe asked with uncertainty, unsure how to ask what was on his mind.
“You have a boyfriend now, don’t you?
Someone back in San Francisco?” Callie relaxed and smiled the
most serene smile Joe ever saw on her face before.
She nodded once, a short nod of her head as she relaxed again and
her eyes lit up as never they had before.
Joe knew that look; he saw it on Vanessa and Mandy and Samantha and
even on himself. “His name is James,” Callie
said with a nod. “James
Turson. He plays tennis and majors in business. I guess… I know I’m in love with him, Joe.
And…” Callie bowed her head. “He doesn’t scare you,” Joe
finished. “Or at least
you’re never scared if he’s going to come home?” Callie nodded without looking up
again and Joe reached out to touch her knee. “Callie,” he said softly.
“I’m sorry that you and I… that we never really got along when
you were here. Don’t be
ashamed that you were scared or that you felt left out or… or anything
else. I’m glad that now,
here, we can be friends again.” Callie squeezed his hand and
nodded. “Me too, Joe. I’m
glad too.” Sunday,
October 15, 2000 (12:00 pm) “GET DOWN!” Mandy screamed
again a moment later and she pushed Connor and Frank and Samantha to the
ground as three more arrows flew past them, all of them scattering, two of
them thudding off of nearby cars and another off of the nearby tree.
Connor peeked his head up and saw other members of the church
scatter. Some of them raced
back into the church while others raced for their cars or ducked down
beside cars, bushes or behind the door.
What maniac shot arrows at people who were going to church?
“Stay down,” Mandy ordered
softly as she pushed Connor’s head back down when lifted his head to take
a look around. “We don’t know that they’re done firing yet.” True, Connor thought morosely. He saw her as she scooted away
and ignored her own advice to stay down.
He sat up again himself. The
whizzing sound the arrows made was replaced by the cries and fervor of the
terrified congregation of the church.
Mandy startled Connor a moment
later when she appeared out of nowhere.
She took Connor’s hand and held onto it as she kissed his cheek
and they looked around. Samantha
and Frank were back on their feet now, Frank’s head cocked slightly
sideways as he tried to make sense of what was going on around him, without
the ability to see it. Connor
sighed again and scratched at the top of his head while he leaned over to
kiss Mandy’s forehead. “I prefer those somewhat
lower,” Mandy said, her blue eyes sparkling mischievously. Connor chuckled and relaxed.
If she could joke, they were truly out of danger, at least for the
moment. “What was that about?” he
asked her. “I don’t know,” Mandy
commented. “Someone was either trying to kill us or scare us.
If they, he, she or it, were trying to kill us, they, he, she or it
had very bad aim.” Connor chuckled.
“Take that personally do you?” he asked. “If a person is going to fire
an arrow I expect them to have some clue of what they were doing,” said
Mandy. “And whomever shot these shot them carefully I think.
Not to kill but to scare, to frighten us.” “Is it an attack on the
church?” Connor asked, incredulous. Mandy shook her head.
“It was on us. Someone
still wants us.” Connor frowned at that and shook
his head again. “Mandy…
what do you mean?” “I don’t know,” Mandy
sighed and turned away from him. She
wrapped her arms about herself and Connor went to hold her, wrapping his
own arms around her as well. “It’s
like an attack us, on our life, on who we are as individuals and as a
family.” Her blue eyes looked imploringly
on Connor for just a moment, then passed into peace and acceptance one
normally expected when they looked into his eyes.
She continued. “The attack on Frank, the car
hitting Vanessa, the arrows – its someone telling us to stop, to give up,
to become something else.” Connor frowned and rubbed at his
chin. Her logic sometimes
confused him more than Frank’s did.
It seemed more than that to him; much more.
It was tragic and violent – these were acts of hate, not acts of
convincing someone to do something, or, to stop doing something. “We don’t have enough
information to know, for sure, what all of this is about,” Frank stood by
Samantha a few feet away from Connor and Mandy.
“Or even enough information for a supposition, Mandy.
We can assume this is an attack to stop us but we don’t have
enough information to really assume anything.
I made that mistake with Jase and Anna, I made assumptions it nearly
got us killed. We find the
car, we trace it to the source, then we can assume.” Connor nodded his agreement as
they waited for the sirens now heard in the distance to arrive.
Frank and Sam stood quietly, one of Frank’s arms lightly about the
top of Samantha’s shoulders. Sam
rested her head on Frank’s chest and they whispered quietly to each
other, as ever composed, though Sam looked still worried, about Vanessa
probably and Connor could not be sure what Frank hid behind the dark
glasses he wore. Connor knew Frank well enough, however, to know that his
roommate’s mind was blazing along at a hundred miles a second as he
formed a plan for them to follow in this latest mystery. Last semester, Connor
recalled, I
had no idea what to think of being ‘Frank Hardy’s roommate.’
I found him to be quirky, ultra-intelligent and very down to earth.
The big half of a detective duo was human after all.
The mysteries he and Joe solved last year seemed so harmless and
benign. This
year – I wonder if this is what life was really like for them?
I wonder if they were always in this kind of danger before or if
this the exception to the rule? I
wish I knew for sure. Frank
doesn’t talk much about past cases unless I ask and I don’t like to
pry. Mandy squeezed his hand again and
Connor came out of his train of thought to look at her.
Every time he looked at her, Connor couldn’t help but think he
found the prettiest, smartest and most fun girl on campus.
She very much made him happy and he found he did more for her than
any of his previous girlfriends. That, he thought with a
half-smile. Includes
Betsy Salinger, head cheerleader and all-around popular hanger-on who
wanted attention without giving it. Betsy
Salinger who thought I was insane for coming to a ‘backward university in
the middle of nowhere.’ Here’s
to you, Betsy Salinger. Ha! Their parting proved fortunate. Connor chuckled grimly as he looked over at Frank and Sam
again, then to the road as a police car pulled up.
Mandy straightened and took hold of Connor’s hand and held it
tight. Her blue eyes watched
the police officers climb out of their cars and walk toward them.
She relaxed slightly when a plain car pulled up and Detective Con
Riley got out and walked toward them.
Frank had that sideways, confused look again, this time probably
while he waited to find out ‘just what was going on.’ “Frank, Mandy?” Con spoke to
the two he knew the best first. “Hi, Detective Riley,” Mandy
called out to him. “We got a call about arrows?”
Con asked, definitely questioning, as if he didn’t believe what he heard. “Someone was shooting arrows at the church?” “Specifically at Mandy,”
Connor said suddenly as a vivid memory came to him.
“Three of them just barely missed her, sir.” “Did you see who shot them off? Or where they landed?”
Con asked.
The other officers were
questioning the other members of the church. “From there,” Mandy pointed
to some foliage along the front of the church, including a row of very tall
oak trees. “I’d say one of those trees.
I didn’t really see who.” “They landed there, there and
there,” Connor pointed to the places he saw the arrows land. “Mandy,” Frank interrupted.
“You said you didn’t really see who.
What did you see, then?” Mandy chewed lightly on her lower
lip and frowned as she looked back toward the trees.
She closed her eyes a minute then opened them. “A jacket,” she said.
“Tweed, brown. And…
I think… I think I saw… silver. A
mask I think but I’m not really sure.” Con wrote some notes down in his
pad as Connor hugged Mandy. Con
waved several officers over to collect the evidence (the arrows) and others
to check the trees. Mandy
pulled free of Connor long enough to go and check out some of the arrows. “Brown tweed,” Connor said as
he walked over to Frank and saw that his roommate looked very thoughtful.
“Not much to go on, Frank.” “More than you think,” Frank
said as he rustled his dark brown hair.
“Frank, I hate to burst your
bubble, but there are probably a few million brown tweed jackets in
existence. How can that be a
clue of any kind? I probably
have three.” Frank smiled his most enigmatic
smile, the smile that made Connor most want to smack Frank.
Connor wondered just what was going through Frank’s head and he
turned to watch Mandy with the police officers.
She knelt down by a brush in front of the church and motioned to an
officer. One of the
officer’s crouched by her and, with rubber-gloved hands, reached into the
brush and came out with something too small for Connor to see from where
they stood. Whatever it was, however, made Mandy very agitated.
She was gesticulating wildly with both hands and she often pointed
to the object in the officer’s hands.
She whispered, however, so Connor could not hear what she said. “It’s a feather,” Frank
said, from out of nowhere answering Connor’s unasked question.
“She says it’s a feather – from one of her own arrows.” “How do you know that?” asked
Sam. “I can’t make out anything she’s saying.” “I can hear her,” Frank said.
“At least well enough to make out most of what she’s saying.
She’s explaining to officer McGwire that the feather has the same
silver-flecked paint along the tips she uses on the feathers for her own
arrows. She fletches her own,
you know.” “But how can you hear her?”
Sam demanded again. “I can
barely hear a light dullish murmur! I
can’t make out any words.” Frank smiled again and shrugged. “I guess I’m used to… listening harder. The doctors said it might happen, that my other senses would
start compensating for my sight. It
seems it’s true.” “Should we start calling you
Daredevil, Mr. Murdock?” Connor quipped. “Oh ha, ha,” Frank scratched
his head. “Tell everyone my
secret identity, Parker, and I’ll have to tell everyone you’re
Spider-man.” “You’ve both lost it,”
Mandy came back. “Completely.” “Mandy,” Frank turned toward
her. “What did you find out?” “I found out,” Mandy said in
a voice gone cold. “That
someone has stolen my fletching pattern and Frank…” Mandy touched Frank’s hand and
pulled him close. Her voice
went, if possible, even more cold and Connor shivered. “It was Uncle Derak!” |
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